You NEED to hear it.

It was Friday, 18th of September 2006. Popped this dvd in my player,not so sure about the film but a lot of people told me that it is really nice. Hmmmm...i can't say if it is nice unless I watch it myself...I will watch it,it stars Jennifel Love Hewitt!^.^

" Ian:  I love you. 

Samantha:  I love you, too. 

Ian:  I want to tell you why I love you. 

Samantha:  It's raining. You know that, right? 

Ian:  I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. 

I've loved you since I met you... 

but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. 

I was always thinking ahead. Making decisions out of fear. 

Today, because of what I learned from you... 

every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed. 

And I've learned that if you do that, you're living your life fully. 

It doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. 

Samantha, if not for today, if not for you... 

I would never have known love at all. 

So thank you for being the person who taught me to love. 

And to be loved. 

Samantha:  I don't know what to say. 

Ian:  You don't have to say anything.

I just wanted to tell you."

Curse me to smitherens! I can fully remember everything on that very night when I watched this film and it was 6 years ago! I can even remember how I felt. I am feeling it now!!! Damn! Damn me,damn my brain.

I watched this film because someone suggested that this one will be good for a movie class and so I did. I want to prepare for my class and I am sure that my students will have a lot of questions especially that this film is popular among my students. I can remember that I was holding a pencil,newly sharpened, and a pad of paper.

The film is obviously a love story and quite intense drama. This one just got me into thinking. We should tell our feelings to someone in any chance you get,in every moment that you can,in any way that you like as long as you can show what you feel for the person.

I don't really pay attention to love story themed films because I believe it is just fiction. It could never and won't ever happen in real life, but " If Only" was different. If only, indeed.

When I saw the date today,my brain suddenly brought me back to that very day. Sometimes I hate it, sometimes I would embrace it. I can make it work to my advantage, but every time I remember something, the feelings also come with it. The intensity of the feelings may not be the same but it still a feeling.

6 years ago,I watched this film. I watched it twice to pay attention to the details, I watched it again because Jennifer Love is acting and singing, I watched it again because I was able to feel and IF I am going to have a special someone, I won't take her for granted. IF that special someone comes along I am going to give my best to her and every moment memorable. She might be overwhelmed but I would want her to know, I want her to feel,do as she wishes.