On Missing

miss - v.tr. - To feel the lack or loss of... ex. Do you miss your family?

I have never missed someone so much in my life...alive,that is. I missed my grandparents so much. They went to some place that I can't follow. Well,at least not yet. Maybe I was really designed differently. I lack the real emotions that the regular humans would feel. I think differently. I wonder who taught me that.

And now,here comes this girl. I even barely know her, but I am head over heels on her. Let's get this straight, I am in love with her. There's no "why's", "how's", I just know and I just feel it...and I miss her.

Let me try to explain the feeling...it felt that if I can't see or hold her,I feel empty. I felt that for the first time when I didn't see her...it was a weekend,she didn't go to school. I felt empty yet something inside me felt like it is being squeezed...hard! If I don't see her,I always look forward for the next day because I will have that chance to be with her. I will say this again and again...she completes me.

I don't usually show my feelings but I want it to me known that I miss her...I miss my CAT. If anyone who has the chance to read this and knows my CAT,please tell her that I miss hear and I only miss her when I breathe and that my love for her is true and so shall I remain with my CAT.

Do I feel that I miss someone? Yes! I feel the lack of something or someone important and so dear to me. So let it be known that I do feel missing someone...missing my CAT.^.^