untitled thoughts

my heart was broken

but i was too sad to even cry...

yet i have to stand my test,

i have to take the pain...

it started so fast, it

ended as fast...it was

even faster...

yet i'm happy to finally

feel heartbroken

i'm finally human...

i'm free

i was made to believe

her words were lasting;

"I will never let you go

no matter what," was

what she said.

"My love for you grows

everyday."

All were fleeting,wafted by

the wind to every direction.

You know it was there,

savoured the moment...then

puff...it was gone

Women are really strange. They broke up with you and the next day you see them fresh as the morning dew. Here you are, so devastated and still shocked with was given to you on your face, but they are all smiles as if nothing has ever happened.

I dare not go there again into their world. One has taken my heart already.

I thought that i was ready

to love...and to be hurt.

Maybe I still don't know

what love is. There is no

textbook, no known formula

of how to love.

I have fallen in love with

someone,head over heels, no

doubt about that and she,

somewhat, showed the same

thing on me.(That's what i want to believe)

We had a great time, she just

fell out of love and decided

not to like or love me anymore.

I made a mistake somewhere, i know

i did, for the love that we have

shared has ended.

It was then i realised that

I'm still naive when it comes

to love.

The hurt will pass, the scar will heal

but the happy memories

i will cherish forever.

Will I ever do it again?

With the same person?

All i can say is that she is

a really special person and

with her i felt i was

so alive...

dead for now