Valentine's day! Bah! Humbug!!!

I'm a "scrooge" when it comes to Valentine's day. This is suppose to be a day when we celebrate the day of a saint, Saint Valentine. That is the Christian's teaching's point of view but the Valentine's day that i woke up with is all about business! Selling cards, chocolates and flowers. The prices of these stuffs would skyrocket on Valentine's day. Blame the law of supply and demand but i would blame those brilliant businesspeople.

Love should be shared everyday not just for this day since love is giving.

In few days now it will be February 14. Would i ride the band wagon? No fucking way!!! Do I have a valentine? Hmmm...None!!! Is it the reason why I don't like Valentine's day? No!

I just don't want to trust people anymore, especially women. I had my share of broken hearts of course and finally it stopped breaking. Someone took it and i let her...then disappeared. I don't have a heart anymore to share and I don't want to trust ever again. It is hard to trust humans.

To that girl who took my heart...I love you and I love you always...you told me those words too, i savoured it while it lasted. I believed that, "Love unexpressed is a crime against the heart." Damn! I was so naive to believe and let me guard down. I did have a good time with you, in fact it was the best one and also the darkest. I'll just hang on to those good memories. If you are reading this...BE HAPPY! I wish you the best for you deserve the best.

To the girls whom i will meet in the future, i'm sorry but you are just another person to me. That girl who took my heart changed everything.

Will I still fall in love? NO!!! Not ever, no more!!! Not in this lifetime. Will I change me mind? NO! Do i still love her? YES! She still has my heart. Will I accept her if she will come back to me?...I leave the answers to you.

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